I bicycled up the south side of Toe Jam Hill today, after 15 months of wondering if I could ever do it. I did it in my very smallest new gear, and even then, I can honestly say that I thought I might die. Seriously, I was getting prickling pain in my hands and wrists and I was thinking, “okay, this is what a heart attack feels like…” I know it sounds silly but that sucker is STEEP. It wasn’t much fun, and I don’t know if I’ll ever do it again. But I did it today. And somehow I’m proud of myself.